*I belongs to Allah... Dear Allah,i wish for Your blessing for everything that i have done... and for all my families,teachers and also my most beloved friends.. in everything that they have done too..


smalam DapaT juGak FatiN
MeRase DURIAN...
~hehe..memAng puaS hati..
HousEmatE yaNg baWak..
CaM tAu2 Je naK makan DurIan..
BaWak Pengat Lak Tu..
My faVouriTe...
Ape Lagi....
KeNduRi BesAr le SatU rUmaH..
SaKaN BeTul SmaLam...
~tU jE untuk aRi niE...
pEgi Dulu!!Nak Wat assIngMenTs..
ERm...RedHa jeLah..


RinDu baBa..
RinDu Umi...
rIndu aLong..
rIndu AchIk..
rinDu AnIk..
rindu ABg..
RinDu Adik..
RinDu NeNek...
Rindu KucIng....
RinDu KeReTa WajA....
nak DrIVe ngaN baBa..
AngkUt adik-ADik Gi Jalan-jaLan
Macam taxI drIveR lak..heHe..
RinDu............Sape lagi haaaaa???
LambatNye baliK RumAh...!!
~nAK MakE buDu+duRian..
Waa..SaTu KenYAtaan baHaWa DurIan ItU AmaTlah seDap..
Ku Tak TahAN!!nAk mAkan DuRiaN!!
naK DuRian!!
~Ade Sape2 Nak spoNsor duRian Ntuk Saye??
silAkan2..heHe..ade Plak cam 2 kaN??
~Nak mAkE bELi sEndiRi..
Tapi ElAun Jpa x baNk In lAgi la..AdUh..
ErMx...daH naK maSuk Bulan 7..
X laMe Lagi Nak Fly Mesir DaH..
Last Rayer KAt MALaysIA TaUn Nih...
AgAk2 kat MesiR TuH ade DuriaN tak??
~huhu Soalan Ntah Ape2...
tU Je Luahan hAtiKu UNTuk Ari Nie..

~YaNg PAkAi TudunG piNk tu NeNEk Saye..

~TU AdiK pEmpuaN saye..FazLin a.k.a AcHik..

pmr Thun NiE..ExaM slaLu DaPat 8A n AbOVE..teRoR laGi dARi SAYe..BaKal KE KisAS..i.aLlAh

~yaNg tU plak ThE onLy onE Adik LelaKi..FaiZuDDin a.k.a AbE..aMat naKal taPi Rajin..RaMai PeMinaT tu..haha baru darJah 3

~yang KeciK SkaLi n BongSu..FaTihaH..A.k.a AdiK..SaMe nakAl..peNgaruh Abe la nIE..

~KaT blAkang Tu ketA wajA yaNg SayE sLAlU baWAk..ManuaL nYeR..nO PlaT caNtik..DM 68 ~TU Yang suke Bawak Tu..FEmeS SKet..

EH LuPE2..UMi SAYe Tu dUk KAt TepI dInDinG..namPak kAn???Ala..YanG tUdUng Ijau 2..TaK nAmPak PEnDeK UmuR!!

~HuHu xdeLa..GurAu jE


1. Smiling makes us attractive.We are drawn to people who smile. There is an attraction factor. We want to know a smiling person and figure out what is so good. Frowns, scowls and grimaces all push people away ,but a smile draws them in.

2.Smiling changes our mood.Next time you are feeling down, try putting on a smile. There's a good chance you mood will change for the better. Smiling can trick the body into helping you change your mood.

3. Smiling is Contagious.When someone is smiling they lighten up the room, change the moods of others, and make things happier. A smiling person brings happiness with them. Smile lots and you will draw people to you.

4. Smiling Relieves Stress.Stress can really show up in our faces. Smiling helps to prevent us from looking tired, worn down, and overwhelmed. When you are stressed, take time to put on a smile. The stress should be reduced and you'll be better able to take action.

5. Smiling Boosts Your Immune System.Smiling helps the immune system to work better. When you smile, immune function improves possibly because you are more relaxed. revent the flu and colds by smiling.

6. Smiling Lowers Your Blood Pressure.When you smile, there is a measurable reduction in your blood pressure. Give it a try if you have a blood pressure monitor at home.Sit for a few minutes, take a reading. Then smile for a minute and take another reading while still smiling. Do you notice a difference?

7. Smiling Releases Endorphins, Natural Pain Killers and Serotonin.Studies have shown that smiling releases endorphins, natural pain killers, and serotonin. Together these three make us feel good. Smiling is a natural drug.

8. Smiling Lifts the Face and Makes You Look Younger.The muscles we use to smile lift the face, making a person appear younger. Don't go for a face lift, just try smiling your way through the day!you'll look younger and feel better.

9. Smiling Makes You Seem Successful.Smiling people appear more confident, are more likely to be promoted, and more likely to be approached. Put on a smile at meetings and appointments and people will react to you differently.

10. Smiling Helps You Stay Positive.Try this test: Smile. Now try to think of something negative without losing the smile. It's hard. When we smile our body is sending the rest of us a message that "Life is Good!" Stay away from depression, stress and worry by smiling.

I am totally shocked at his passing...because

i am one of his fan when i was young...

when i was a kid..i really love to see he danced with his unique own style..and also love his music..ermx,not all the musics but only certain..BEAT IT is one of my favourite song..sound nice..em,for me...

but..when he made a controversy that he was involved with some criminal cases..(emm..related to the children..already forgot) my interest to him were going down..hmm the only one thing that i really happy with him was when he had converted to be a muslim with a new name,mikhael..

ermx..he died as a muslim..and i think that i should not to blame him forever because every human cannot run from doing any mistakes..and let ALLAH THE ALMIGHTY judges all those things...

++++++ may ALLAH bless you mickel…you are muslim…++++++

may Almighty bless your soul….

i really don't like when i have to stand in the bus...when all the sits in the bus are full...and
with my heavy books at my hands...it such a annoying thing for me!!
and i'm sure that my friends also face the same situstion like me...agree??
~huhu..just want to share my feeling...

- "Hey!!! i don't want to involve in this public speaking!!"that was my first words when i saw the advertisement about this programme..hmm..but lastly i have no choice when one of my class member suggested that ALL MEG5 members are compulsory to enter that programme...

-Hmm...these all began when Ulya(the spelling??if i not mistaken..) came to our class with his pity face at that time...(haha..) asked us to send the representatives to enter this public speaking..and because of his pity look all of us were agreed to join it..all of us must to speak in arabic..em..ok la..i just nodded my head as i agree to enter that public speaking..

-24 june was my turn..when i was at the seminar room at cemara college where the events was held there were some people talked with the usage of many type of languages..including arabic,russian,malay,english and others..all the topics of their talks were very interesting...

-then,it was my turn to give my talk,hmm around 9.40 am...haha ok la..i give a short talk in arabic language on topic 'the advantages and disadvantages of internet in our life'..

-well this is the benefit activity that i think that i have to involve next time..hmm the thing that make we,the intec student proud with when this public speaking was recorded in tne MALAYSIA BOOK OF RECORD as the longest non-stop public speaking...great!!!as one of the student that participate in this activity i really proud!!

++++++thats all...bye2++++++

10 languages....waa..

~my certificate...hehe..

- Hmm..last week, we learnt about the new topic..on title BREAKING THE BAD NEWS..

the most part that i like to learn is about how important for a doctor to know the lay term instead of using the medical term in their career...

-why??haha, because we as the future doctor cannot assume that all people are know about the medical term.. in the other hand one example of the medical term,'hypoglycosemia'..i imagine that if i am the patient at that time i may just confuse and say.."haa?what actually this doctor talking about??

-actually hypoglycosemia maening that the low production of glucose in our body..hmm, just tell the patient the most clearer meaning for that kind of term so that they will know about their problem..you should agree with me...hehe...

-hmm..last week also i have to do our class role-play for this topic..(miss, i really love to do this activity..=D) and my partner on that time was a GUY...FARIS..huhu..but he is okay and he also really help me with my dialouges in our discussion..everything Ok!!=p

-the other interesting activity for this english class was when miss divided us into some groups and we have to find and write all the words that are related to the PAIN..any words!!miss ask to find at least 20 words but hehe..some groups found almost 90 words!!great!!!hmm i love this activity so much..why??because FUNNY+INTERESTING..funny because the words given by the each groups sometimes were not related to the main theme..hehe..

-cannot wait for the next english class..our REAL ROLE-PLAY will start next week!!if i not mistaken..huhu,Dayah is my partner for that one role play..

+++++++++++got to now..bye2+++++++++++

really enjoy your class, miss...TQ..=)


-This is the beginning of a new day.
I have been given this day to use as I will.
I can waste it, or use it.
I can make it a day long to be remembered for its joy, its beauty and its achievements, or it can be filled with pettiness.
What I do today is important because I am exchanging a day of my life for it.
When tomorrow comes this day will be gone forever, but I shall hold something which I have traded for it.
It may be no more than a memory, but if it is a worthy one I shall not regret the price.
I want it to be gain not loss, good not evil, success not failure.


Almost 1 month i am here,at INTEC ..
and i have sat for my first quiz..BIOCHEMISTRY

Hmm..the questions??not too easy n not too hard..
~Alhamdulillah i can do it well...

Now..i keep thinking ....HOW ABOUT MY MARK????


UNIC - Kawan

Kawan bertahun kita bersama
Bagai semalam baru bersua
Kawan dihadapan oh! Indahnya
Kita bersama berkelana

Namun kita jauh di dunia sendiri
Bekalan sendiri(semangat sendiri) Impian sendiri
Meski pun jauh namun kita tetap bersama
Dek ruang yang memisahkan kita

Kawan hidup ini umpama langit yang tidak selalu cerah
Kawan hidup ini umpama awan yang tidak selalu putih
Ingatlah bintang-bintang di langit Takkan terus berkelipan
Ingatlah pelangi yang indah Pasti akan hilang

Kawan jangan biarkan dirimu
Seperti rama-rama
Cantik namun akhirnya menjadi perhiasan di dinding
Kawan jangan biarkan dirimu
Umpama lipan dan kala
Berbisa namun akhirnya menjadi perhiasan di meja tulis

Oh! Kawan jadilah seperti si matahari
Membakar diri demi insan sejagat
Oh! Kawan jadilah seperti bulan purnama
Menerangi malam yang gelap gelita
Menunjukkan jalan demi ummat semesta

Menunjukkan jalan demi ummat semesta ( 2X )

The days in this week such a busy days for me..too much things that i have to do.I've to do that,have to do this,have to go there, have to go here, everywhere...ermm, what else?haa! went to the hospital in main campus to settle up my medical check-up as it frayed my head for a long time! Huh...but i'm really genuinely relieved as i can settle it, so i do not have to leave the class anymore...(^_^)~huhu

Guess what are another things that make me more busy??Ha!ha!a lot of assingment of course!! assingments,assingments and assingments..Want to know, until this day, i've almost 5 assingments to do...Wow!!5 assingments that i've to ensure that i can finish all of them before my marks for the final exam will be deducted if i fail to send my assingments to the lecturer..No!no! i don't want to loose my marks!!So. i've to make sure that i can finish up and send them somewhen in July..July??One month from now!! Arghh..=o(hehe just a gimmick..)..ermx, actually although i'm very busy with the assingments, but i never feel too much stress, cause i know this is the COMMON and MUST works that every university students have to do... I'm realize that i'm not in Standart 1 anymore or i'm the girl who are in the Form 1..but, i'm a student in an institute of HIGHER LEARNING!!hey, Fatin..Wake up!!You have to face all those things!!!come on!

Hmm..sometimes i feel that it's hard to me to manage my time to all those works because i'm also busy to do my own revision especially for these three subjects
-->physiology,biology and biochemistry.. sometimes i always think what should i do?timetable?group discussion? or another ideas that can help me to do my revisions and at the same time i'm also manage to to do my assignments..Quite difficult hah??But, i realize that i have to keep on believe that there must be any solution to overcome all those difficulties.. Allah The Almighty also said in His Great Quran, referring to surah Al-syarh;

"And it's true that there will be easiness for every difficulties"
So...it is absolutely true that there are some ways to solve my problems..and I've to work hard to find the best way that can make me manage my busy life at INTEC..Busy,busy,bussyyy..haha..Hey, got to go now!! i want to find some information related to the ANATOMY DEVELOPMENT..Yeah! Quite interesting topic..OK,bye!
...............................BYE BYE...........................................

All I have to say is all that you have known and to confirm what you have known, the message of the Prophet Muhammad (Sallallahu alaihi wa sallam) as given by God - the Religion of Truth. As human beings, we are given a consciousness and a duty that has placed us at the top of creation. Man was created to be God's deputy on earth, and it is important to realize the obligation to rid ourselves of all illusions and to make our lives a preparation for the next life. Anybody who misses this chance is not likely to be given another, to be brought back again and again, because it says in Qur'an Majeed that when man is brought to account, he will say, "O Lord, send us back and give us another chance." The Lord will say, "If I send you back you will do the same."


I was brought up in the modern world of all the luxury and the high life of show business. I was born in a Christian home, but we know that every child is born in his original nature - it is only his parents that turn him to this or that religion. I was given this religion (Christianity) and thought this way. I was taught that God exists, but there was no direct contact with God, so we had to make contact with Him through Jesus - he was in fact the door to God. This was more or less accepted by me, but I did not swallow it all. I looked at some of the statues of Jesus; they were just stones with no life. And when they said that God is there, I was puzzled even more but could not argue. I more or less believed it, because I had to have respect for the faith of my parents.


Gradually I became alienated from this religious upbringing. I started making music. I wanted to be a big star. All those things I saw in the films and on the media took hold of me, and perhaps I thought this was my God, the goal of making money. I had an uncle who had a beautiful car. "Well," I said, "he has it made. He has a lot of money." The people around me influenced me to think that this was it; this world was their God. I decided then that this was the life for me; to make a lot of money, have a 'great life.' Now my examples were the pop stars. I started making songs, but deep down I had a feeling for humanity, a feeling that if I became rich I would help the needy. (It says in the Qur'an, we make a promise, but when we make something, we want to hold onto it and become greedy.) So what happened was that I became very famous. I was still a teenager, my name and photo were splashed in all the media. They made me larger than life, so I wanted to live larger than life and the only way to do that was to be intoxicated (with liquor and drugs).


After a year of financial success and 'high' living, I became very ill, contracted TB and had to be hospitalized. It was then that I started to think: What was to happen to me? Was I just a body, and my goal in life was merely to satisfy this body? I realized now that this calamity was a blessing given to me by Allah, a chance to open my eyes - "Why am I here? Why am I in bed?" - and I started looking for some of the answers. At that time there was great interest in the Eastern mysticism. I began reading, and the first thing I began to become aware of was death, and that the soul moves on; it does not stop. I felt I was taking the road to bliss and high accomplishment. I started meditating and even became a vegetarian. I now believed in 'peace and flower power,' and this was the general trend. But what I did believe in particular was that I was not just a body. This awareness came to me at the hospital. One day when I was walking and I was caught in the rain, I began running to the shelter and then I realized, 'Wait a minute, my body is getting wet, my body is telling me I am getting wet.' This made me think of a saying that the body is like a donkey, and it has to be trained where it has to go. Otherwise, the donkey will lead you where it wants to go. Then I realized I had a will, a God-given gift: follow the will of God. I was fascinated by the new terminology I was learning in the Eastern religion. By now I was fed up with Christianity. I started making music again and this time I started reflecting my own thoughts. I remember the lyric of one of my songs. It goes like this: "I wish I knew, I wish I knew what makes the Heaven, what makes the Hell. Do I get to know You in my bed or some dusty cell while others reach the big hotel?" and I knew I was on the Path. I also wrote another song, "The Way to Find God Out." I became even more famous in the world of music. I really had a difficult time because I was getting rich and famous, and at the same time, I was sincerely searching for the Truth. Then I came to a stage where I decided that Buddhism is all right and noble, but I was not ready to leave the world. I was too attached to the world and was not prepared to become a monk and to isolate myself from society. I tried Zen and Ching, numerology, tarot cards and astrology. I tried to look back into the Bible and could not find anything. At this time I did not know anything about Islam, and then, what I regarded as a miracle occurred. My brother had visited the mosque in Jerusalem and was greatly impressed that while on the one hand it throbbed with life (unlike the churches and synagogues which were empty), on the other hand, an atmosphere of peace and tranquillity prevailed.


When he came to London he brought back a translation of the Qur'an, which he gave to me. He did not become a Muslim, but he felt something in this religion, and thought I might find something in it also. And when I received the book, a guidance that would explain everything to me - who I was; what was the purpose of life; what was the reality and what would be the reality; and where I came from - I realized that this was the true religion; religion not in the sense the West understands it, not the type for only your old age. In the West, whoever wishes to embrace a religion and make it his only way of life is deemed a fanatic. I was not a fanatic, I was at first confused between the body and the soul. Then I realized that the body and soul are not apart and you don't have to go to the mountain to be religious. We must follow the will of God. Then we can rise higher than the angels. The first thing I wanted to do now was to be a Muslim. I realized that everything belongs to God, that slumber does not overtake Him. He created everything. At this point I began to lose the pride in me, because hereto I had thought the reason I was here was because of my own greatness. But I realized that I did not create myself, and the whole purpose of my being here was to submit to the teaching that has been perfected by the religion we know as Al-Islam. At this point I started discovering my faith. I felt I was a Muslim. On reading the Qur'an, I now realized that all the Prophets sent by God brought the same message. Why then were the Jews and Christians different? I know now how the Jews did not accept Jesus as the Messiah and that they had changed His Word. Even the Christians misunderstand God's Word and called Jesus the son of God. Everything made so much sense. This is the beauty of the Qur'an; it asks you to reflect and reason, and not to worship the sun or moon but the One Who has created everything. The Qur'an asks man to reflect upon the sun and moon and God's creation in general. Do you realize how different the sun is from the moon? They are at varying distances from the earth, yet appear the same size to us; at times one seems to overlap the other. Even when many of the astronauts go to space, they see the insignificant size of the earth and vastness of space. They become very religious, because they have seen the Signs of Allah. When I read the Qur'an further, it talked about prayer, kindness and charity. I was not a Muslim yet, but I felt that the only answer for me was the Qur'an, and God had sent it to me, and I kept it a secret. But the Qur'an also speaks on different levels. I began to understand it on another level, where the Qur'an says, "Those who believe do not take disbelievers for friends and the believers are brothers." Thus at this point I wished to meet my Muslim brothers.


Then I decided to journey to Jerusalem (as my brother had done). At Jerusalem, I went to the mosque and sat down. A man asked me what I wanted. I told him I was a Muslim. He asked what was my name. I told him, "Stevens." He was confused. I then joined the prayer, though not so successfully. Back in London, I met a sister called Nafisa. I told her I wanted to embrace Islam and she directed me to the New Regent Mosque. This was in 1977, about one and a half years after I received the Qur'an. Now I realized that I must get rid of my pride, get rid of Iblis, and face one direction. So on a Friday, after Jumma' I went to the Imam and declared my faith (the Kalima) at this hands. You have before you someone who had achieved fame and fortune. But guidance was something that eluded me, no matter how hard I tried, until I was shown the Qur'an. Now I realize I can get in direct contact with God, unlike Christianity or any other religion. As one Hindu lady told me, "You don't understand the Hindus. We believe in one God; we use these objects (idols) to merely concentrate." What she was saying was that in order to reach God, one has to create associates, that are idols for the purpose. But Islam removes all these barriers. The only thing that moves the believers from the disbelievers is the salat. This is the process of purification.

Finally I wish to say that everything I do is for the pleasure of Allah and pray that you gain some inspirations from my experiences. Furthermore, I would like to stress that I did not come into contact with any Muslim before I embraced Islam. I read the Qur'an first and realized that no person is perfect. Islam is perfect, and if we imitate the conduct of the Holy Prophet (Sallallahu alaihi wa sallam) we will be successful. May Allah give us guidance to follow the path of the ummah of Muhammad (Sallallahu alaihi wa sallam). Ameen!

-- Yusuf Islam (formerly Cat Stevens)

Islam is Beautiful..Al-Quran is Great..

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